Just an Update

By: Nebulous Mood: dont know Date: 12/10/2006 18:20:27 Music: None

Well the last week was not bad but once again we didn’t get to do  together on the weekend.  At the end of the last blog I was kinda harsh since we still hadn’t really talked about anything with each other yet. But on Friday I started to say something but didn’t get very far.  It was kinda like you know we haven’t really talked about us at all.  She was like yah I know is there anything you want to say.  Well that’s of course the moment that I cant find the words to say what I really want to so I just took the easy way out by saying not really and changing the question over to her and she was like no there isn’t really anything I want to talk about.  I still kept trying to figure out what to say and even waited in the rain with her for her bus.  But soon the bus came and I still hadn’t said anything.  This whole thing is getting stupid why can’t I just say something?  Even when I talk to other girls, even girls I barely know, say that I should just say something and see what happens cause they say that I have nothing to lose.  What ever I need to just go chill with some shisha or something.